Thanks to all of you who left words of encouragement, don't worry, i'm alright here. I just need someone to lend me their ear and listen to me once in a while. I always try to explain but people don't seem to understand, especially those who are not here with me. Thanks again because all i need is your support and understanding to help me to make it through.
Well, recently life is busy here as we're preparing for PIDC Cup. Practising almost everyday, from after class til night. We have to train for sport events, performance, house cheer... Everyday is so occupied and i still feel very energetic eventhough i get leg cramps after that. But besides these fun, there are still some grudges happening behind. Should i say it's.... -> politics... argh, i just hate it but when there's people, there is politics. As long as no one steps on my tail then i won't go stepping on people's tail.
I'm also in this weird situation feeling in dilemma. Thinking of the past, which people whom i treated sincerely does not appear to be what they are but the people whom i misjudged are truthfully great friends. It's so hard sometimes, and i do feel in dilemma. Instinct is what i'm depending on.
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I was out for house cheer leading practise and we were trying new stunts to increase the intensity of the cheer. It was so unfortunate when CK and I were trying on new stunts, i couldn't balance her so she fell and hit her chin. I felt so bad as it was my fault for bending my leg which cause her to fall. Argh!! ISH!! So angry with myself...!! The other time we played football and i kicked the ball towards CJ and hit her face. Why am i so careless?! I learned from it, safety always comes first while doing dangerous stunts. Should be more cautious next time.
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