At times I get so pissed off that I just want to throw out the four letter words but it is still not a good word to say so I’ll just shout inside my heart.
Today has been a disastrous day starting from 9am. Our first hour was supposedly Tooth Morpho theory followed by practicals. We waited at the auditorium till 9.20am and someone receive msg telling us to proceed to pracs. As we walked to the elevator, a lecturer came and chase us back to the audi. Nvr mind. We then waited for 10 minutes in audi and an unfamiliar faced lecturer again told us to go to prac, so we as the ‘obedient’ students they want us to be, walked all the way to the elevator AGAIN. When the elevator door opened, our classmates who were waiting upstairs told us they were scolded and chased back to auditorium for theory! FLOWER BRIDGE (translate to Cantonese)!! We walked for twice and get scolded for nothing. If this happened in the western country students would have walk out of the class! It was 9.45am when the theory class started.
Came back to my hostel for lunch, found out something my roommate did which did make me angry but not pissed. But since I chose to forgive, I shall learn to forget. It is an irresponsible act and I hoped she learned from her mistake. Everyone makes mistakes including me and we deserve a second chance. Shall give her the benefit of doubt.
Went for Dental Materials in the afternoon, the lecturer was barking again. If you have read the previous 2 posts about the lecturer scolding us, it’s the same lecturer AGAIN. So this time I wonder if she’s problematic or are we the problematic one. But if we are then why aren’t all the department treating us like that but only ‘THIS’ particular department.. hmmm….
Tomorrow is my Physiology Practicals Internals exam, which was postponed from 12 August to 23 September (how efficient ppl here are). I’m trying to concentrate so I have to release my emotions before I can settle down.
I have to learn to control my temper. Recently life’s been rough and I get agitated so easily. I wish I can be as mature as Isaac or as calm as my mom who tackles troubles with a smile. Forgive me for using rough words but these are what that’s in my mind. And I do feel calmer now.
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