Tuesday, June 16, 2009

My escape 12/6/09 ~14/6/09


Warning: This story is unsuitable for people with high blood pressure or weak heart.

Friday, Saturday and Sunday... To many people, it would be another routine weekend where you hang out with family for dinner, go for a movie with friends or shopping in a mall. But for me, I just experienced the most 'adventurous' weekend in my 20 years of life.

Two weeks ago, Cindy, Khai Ling and I have plan a trip to a highland/hillstation called Ooty, short for Udagamandalam as we just needed a getaway to recharge ourselves and to find life in our lifeless soul (literally). So, as the usual procedures goes, we have to send an email to request for permission out of Salem from the Chief Administrative Officer, C.A.O. But it was an exceptional case as we were leaving on Friday and classes were on, so we are supposed to send another letter to the Dean of the school to ask permission to skip class (but we didn't know). After sending the email, these kononnya smart arse should either grant us the permission or inform us that it is not granted and how to apply/who to apply to as soon as possible.

On Friday evening at 5.30pm, i called the warden, another arse whole, and then only he told me i have to apply for another permission letter otherwise he will not give us permission.. *CRAP* It was too late, all offices were closed, the staffs have return to their home sweet home and how on earth am i going to get a permission letter? The hostel is surrounded by security guards in front and back so our only alternative was to escape out of the college like a prisoner escaping from jail.

We've got everything plan out and we will escape from the back of the hostel and run to Nursing College which is behind and get an Auto to town. For your information, our hostel is surrounded by walls to about 3 feet and the path we plan to run is full of rocks and stones with no lamp.

At 1am, we got change and hide in the one of the guys room to avoid the guards. As we escaped to the back of our hostel, a guard came dashing towards our direction because she was watching us from upstairs all the while. A few friends helped us and told us to quickly hide. We had to hid behind the hostel blocks, like some fugitive hiding from the soldiers. Our heart stop beating the moment the guard saw us. We had no choice but to dispersed and return to our room.

Our bus was at 2.30am and we had to leave soon to catch the bus, we came out 10 minutes later and again ran and hid in the same spot. At the same time, many of our friends were looking out for us. C and I were together, KL have escaped out already. As we were hiding, we heard Li Herng shouted 'Cindy, RUN!!' With no hesitation, both of us jump over the wall and ran straight without turning back. One of the guards whistle and awaken all the other guards. They all came after us. As we ran, we stepped over uneven rocks and kept running and running and running in the darkness. The fear that was creeping into my bone was unimaginable. Even thinking of it now still sends chills down my spine.

We ran across Nursing College, crossed the main road and hide (again) in one of the shops because the guards wouldn't let us go and they were still chasing after us. When our Auto came, we had to get onto it even if the guards tried to stop us. We wrote a letter addressed to the officials saying we were leaving and we apologized. Useless bunch of people, they just don't want to be blamed for our escape, with the formal letter, they let us go.

~ END ~

Thursday, June 11, 2009

朋友,我永远支持你!

人生的道路上往往我们需要做很多选择,有时选对了固然很好,但是难免会有错的时候。那我们知道错了,就不要再执著于为何会错,或一直想着当初是多好。

人家说选你所爱,爱你所选,既然已经决定了,就不要后悔,也没什么好后悔的。当下应该做的是想一想为什么会决定错,是否决定时太仓促或是被某些事情蒙蔽了自己呢,并且提醒自己不要重蹈覆辙。

可能当时压力的逼迫下,觉得自己快崩溃想寻找另一个出路,那这一条‘出路’一定比当初的好才会选择它。既然已经选了,就对自己有信心,咬紧牙关,坚持走下去!

所谓好马不吃回头草,是因为回头路会比当初的路更艰辛。如果有捷径当然好,但是人生路上不是永远如我们所愿,也不是只要我们坚持就会得到的,毕竟梦想和现实是有差距。遇到问题时应该勇于面对,不要退缩或逃避,因为这样解决不了问题,今天给你逃了,明天还是要面对。

或许适当时候把应该放下的事放了它吧,过去就让它过去。执著于过去只会成为未来的绊脚石。可能退一步,就海阔天空。做人就是展望未来,为将来奋斗。

忠言逆耳,身边的人无奈想给予最好的建议,但是又不想给于压力,有时看情况而行。必要时说话比较狠不过也是为了提醒作用,最后的选择权是自己,无论如何,记得大家永远会支持你。希望你三思(think three times) 才决定。祝福你!

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Specially for Auntie Lily

Sweet dreams~
Exam tension''

Fighting!*

Drooooool**

"Auntie Lilyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"


Sunday, June 7, 2009

What has happened to our society?

On a lovely Sunday morning i woke up at 10.10am which is quite early and sat in front of my laptop happily Facebook-ing. I was looking around for some interesting applications and saw this group titled 'In memory of Junko Furuta: The girl who went through 44 days of torture'. It ruined my Sunday morning.

I went to search for her details as i have not heard about her story and was totally dismayed. My heart sank the moment i read the first article in wikipedia and i just couldn't continue reading, i closed the window.

Why is there such perverted, sick and mentally ill people in this world that can inflict such pain and torture on a person without sense of guilt or sorry? Witnessing her going through the tortures is fun and exciting for them? What is their brain made of, why can they be so sick? It just disgusts me.

Four boys were involved in this sickly crime and they kept her in one of their houses. This were known to the boys' parents and other outsiders who visited the house but NONE of them did anything in their power to save her even if she begged the parents for help. I don't know what's the reason behind it, maybe they were threaten but out of 100 people who knew this, can they not unite and do something about it? GoD!!

It was after her death that the boys were brought to court which couldn't even justify what they had done to her. The worse part is that the case was handled as juvenile crime and they were charged for causing bodily injured leading to death but not murder. And they were released after few years of jail sentenced. Even life imprisonment would not justify their perverted act, what more just a few years of prison. Putting law aside, the boys deserve to be treated what they put the girl through. They should be tortured 44 days in the exact way i reckon.

20 years has passed and what is done is yet to be forgiven or forgotten. I am saddened by what has educated our society into this immoral and perverted act. Some says that they should be burn in hell if justice is not brought in this world. But i think that they should and will receive their punishment one day because i believe this world is in it's state of equilibrium and whatever unfair or uneven will come back to a fair state in one way or the other. Lastly, we should all pray for her to rest in peace and also pray that this world will have less of this sickly people and it will be a better place.

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Happy Birthday!

Its her birthday...
She means a lot to me..
I've known her for 20 years, almost from the time i've known this world..
We have no blood relation but she treat me like we do..
She's seen me grown, til who i am today..
She always encourage me when i'm down..
She gave me advice when i needed them..
She always care for me and ask about me..
She shower me with lots of love..
She's very nice and caring..
She's very capable..
She doesn't like to do housework..
She doesn't like to work in the kitchen but she learns.. now she can bake green pea cookie and wrap bak chang..
She's a socialite..
She's pretty and elegant..
She is my god sis..



HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!



I hope she will be blessed with good health and be happy always.