去年我刚到印度时，有个习惯，就是每过一个星期就会在日历上把它删掉，代表日子又过去了。
删着删着，又过一个月了。其实这也意味难熬的日子，度日如年的感觉真的很辛苦。
好不容易，一年过去，第二个年头，又得从新开始，那遗忘已久的感觉回来了。
有时候觉得自己有点像小说中的浪子，离乡背井到异地求学，在一个人生地不熟的地方还要饱受冷眼，在吃不好，睡不暖时，唤起想家的心情，泪水又不知不觉从眼眶掉落。
但是又何奈，人生就是如此。
在这端午节，看见大家都很开心的吃粽子庆祝，心里感慨没能与家人分享，但是身在远方的我希望只要大家健康，平安就是我最大的安慰。
Friday, May 29, 2009
Friday, May 8, 2009
pleasant day
Its the 2nd friday! means no class tomorrow.. my favourite day of the month..
today's class was just as usual.. but i had a pleasant surprise during Pathology practicals.. heeee
I wasn't really paying attention to his lecture, just listening here and there.. he was talking about urine examination, polyuria to hyperglycemia and diabetes mellitus.. and he ended the class with a joke.. Not until the joke that i realise him..
He is smart and knowledgable.. he looks good in long sheeve shirt with black formal pants, ladder shoe and his white coat makes him look professional.. haha
Ahh~ a boring class but ended with some fun..
today's class was just as usual.. but i had a pleasant surprise during Pathology practicals.. heeee
I wasn't really paying attention to his lecture, just listening here and there.. he was talking about urine examination, polyuria to hyperglycemia and diabetes mellitus.. and he ended the class with a joke.. Not until the joke that i realise him..
He is smart and knowledgable.. he looks good in long sheeve shirt with black formal pants, ladder shoe and his white coat makes him look professional.. haha
Ahh~ a boring class but ended with some fun..
Monday, May 4, 2009
Its been a long time since i've log in.. I don't know if it's been blocked by my college or because the connection is just too slow. It always says 'INTERNET EXPLORER CANNOT DISPLAY THE WEBPAGE' wth! If i could post an entry, it's my lucky day then.
This post is a little late but i still have to say it feels so gooooood to be back for second year. It means that all my hardwork previously is paid off. The hours i spent in the library, the sleepness nights before exams, the worries of nothing is getting into my head after reading a text for four times etc, it is all worthwhile.
The pressure was almost unbearable, there were times that i picked up the phone and wanted to call someone but i ended up not calling because i realise it was pointless and secondly because i think the person over the other side of the phone will not understand the true circumstance that i was in. Besides, everyone has their own problem to deal with and i believe mine is the tinniest thing compared to whatever that is happening around the universe, right?
Frankly, I had many doubts of myself over the year. Throughout my years in school, Biology was my weakest thingy and something i least like, i hated Biology as much as i hate sitting down mugging pages and pages of books. I ended up choosing this course which makes me doubt if i can make it through even the first year.
Once, i've been told.. 'interest can be cultivated'.. its true, but i also believe that interest can be cultivated but passion can't and passion is what makes an ordinary person does extraordinary things. I've been struggling over this matter for a year. And i cleared my doubt on the day i got my result.
I've understood that i've made a choice and there's no turning back. Doubting myself will not help me go any further and the thing i can do now is focus on what i'm doing and do it well. Whatever that happens in the future is yet to know, everything now is just a stepping stone to a better future.
Thanks to all those who supported me and walked with me, i've made it through one fifth of the journey, just another four fifth to go.. not too long. For those who are waiting for discount in dental consultation, you've got to make sure u help me through this four years.. or.. *touch wood*
This post is a little late but i still have to say it feels so gooooood to be back for second year. It means that all my hardwork previously is paid off. The hours i spent in the library, the sleepness nights before exams, the worries of nothing is getting into my head after reading a text for four times etc, it is all worthwhile.
The pressure was almost unbearable, there were times that i picked up the phone and wanted to call someone but i ended up not calling because i realise it was pointless and secondly because i think the person over the other side of the phone will not understand the true circumstance that i was in. Besides, everyone has their own problem to deal with and i believe mine is the tinniest thing compared to whatever that is happening around the universe, right?
Frankly, I had many doubts of myself over the year. Throughout my years in school, Biology was my weakest thingy and something i least like, i hated Biology as much as i hate sitting down mugging pages and pages of books. I ended up choosing this course which makes me doubt if i can make it through even the first year.
Once, i've been told.. 'interest can be cultivated'.. its true, but i also believe that interest can be cultivated but passion can't and passion is what makes an ordinary person does extraordinary things. I've been struggling over this matter for a year. And i cleared my doubt on the day i got my result.
I've understood that i've made a choice and there's no turning back. Doubting myself will not help me go any further and the thing i can do now is focus on what i'm doing and do it well. Whatever that happens in the future is yet to know, everything now is just a stepping stone to a better future.
Thanks to all those who supported me and walked with me, i've made it through one fifth of the journey, just another four fifth to go.. not too long. For those who are waiting for discount in dental consultation, you've got to make sure u help me through this four years.. or.. *touch wood*
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