Its been a long time since i've log in.. I don't know if it's been blocked by my college or because the connection is just too slow. It always says 'INTERNET EXPLORER CANNOT DISPLAY THE WEBPAGE' wth! If i could post an entry, it's my lucky day then.
This post is a little late but i still have to say it feels so gooooood to be back for second year. It means that all my hardwork previously is paid off. The hours i spent in the library, the sleepness nights before exams, the worries of nothing is getting into my head after reading a text for four times etc, it is all worthwhile.
The pressure was almost unbearable, there were times that i picked up the phone and wanted to call someone but i ended up not calling because i realise it was pointless and secondly because i think the person over the other side of the phone will not understand the true circumstance that i was in. Besides, everyone has their own problem to deal with and i believe mine is the tinniest thing compared to whatever that is happening around the universe, right?
Frankly, I had many doubts of myself over the year. Throughout my years in school, Biology was my weakest thingy and something i least like, i hated Biology as much as i hate sitting down mugging pages and pages of books. I ended up choosing this course which makes me doubt if i can make it through even the first year.
Once, i've been told.. 'interest can be cultivated'.. its true, but i also believe that interest can be cultivated but passion can't and passion is what makes an ordinary person does extraordinary things. I've been struggling over this matter for a year. And i cleared my doubt on the day i got my result.
I've understood that i've made a choice and there's no turning back. Doubting myself will not help me go any further and the thing i can do now is focus on what i'm doing and do it well. Whatever that happens in the future is yet to know, everything now is just a stepping stone to a better future.
Thanks to all those who supported me and walked with me, i've made it through one fifth of the journey, just another four fifth to go.. not too long. For those who are waiting for discount in dental consultation, you've got to make sure u help me through this four years.. or.. *touch wood*
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