Emolicious 1

Yesterday i fell a sleep while watching Kungfu Panda, without completing the show.. but i woke up later around 5am to turn off my room light to continue sleeping. Then i dreamt of home.. I've never dreamt of home since i came here. In my dream i had vivid memory of my home.. Everything seems to be different already.. I was like a stranger to that place but the people were still familiar to me.. thank god.. I even dreamt that i took KTM like how i used to during college.. but the KTM station seems to be bigger and better refurbished..

When i woke up, i was torsing and turning on my bed. I tried to recall back how my house look like.. Of course i still remember, i've been staying there since i was born. But since the day i came here i sort of shut my memories of Malaysia off my mind, not purposely but it just happened.. From the first day i was here, i felt that it was the first day of my life. Although I never thought about home/the place but i do miss the people back home..

Life here has been like a roller coaster ride, although only 5 months. There were many ups and downs each day. I feel very lucky because whenever i'm down, i have a group of very supportive friends around me. Thanks to them, my life here is all balanced up =D. In the previous post of my old blog, i posted an article which is quoted by my friends as 'scary and very worrying'.. Well, i just want to say that my life here is like that so whenever i'm upset i will type some crap on my blog to pour out my feelings. But don't worry because i'm a person who recovers very fast. Just read and forget about it.. haha..

This morning when i woke up (which is now), my cousin nudge me on msn saying that an uncle have passed on.. Tee deh (4th uncle). It was sudden as he was still healthy before this, and one day after he was admitted to hospital he passed away. I wasnt very close to him but i remembered when i was young maybe 5 or 6 years old, he would teased me by asking me to be his son's girlfriend. He has a loud voice which i thought was scary at that tender age, but he is a very nice person indeed. It would be hard for his family but i hope that they will stay strong through this. As for uncle, may he rest in peace..